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The last week of school in 2015

 I thought we will end it this way, with silence and getting further. Until one time, i was sitting alone at the table and you and your friend suddenly joined me. Your friend sitting in the opposite of me while you sit next to me. You won't know how fast my heart beats when you sitting next to me with your eyes fixed at me when your friend asking me for help. I think if your friend don't approach me, i don't think you would go near me. You suddenly played with my phone,checking things inside it and act like nothing broken between us. You know how hard for me to keep a smile because you will ditch and took me back for some times. And then you guys gone and came again,you sit on my right site and it feels like you're closer when you asked some questions for that subject. And when i taught you, i can feels butterflies fluttering in my stomach and ... i just realized that we were alone without your friends. I totally blushed like a tomato when you show your cheeky smile and smirks when you checking some horny manga at my phone app ( the manga app has it own genre and he prefers eechi lol ). Well,i thought that's it

  When i was sitting at the floor infront of our school basketball court,you and your friend suddenly came by sitting at the edge of us. Whoa, that was kind of surprised i never encountered before.When me and my friend having a deep talk about our paper, you guys gone.( maybe buying some snack )
After a while , me and my friend separated because i don't want to interfere her from studying.Well,you know when girls start talking,only they exist in their world. When i sit alone, i think about many things and i just cant concentrated on my studying so i just stared at the floor. Suddenly,someone passed me by and stopped infront of me. I slowly watched his toes and up to his face. I saw you acting cool and drank infront of me. I don't even know what you were thinking that time.

''why are you here alone ".
''i like it here,better and by the way , why were you here ?''
''i like it here,better too'', you said with a small voice but i can hear it clearly.

I can feels my cheeks burning and my heart thudding hardly. Then, i trying to ignore you and revising again, so you left. I can feels my eyes in teary because i couldn't do the exam. I can't say it to my friend,how much i frustrated because of the exam.So, i silently crying after i dont think i my mind cant take it anymore. Surprising,you came again slowly and suddenly sat infront of me. I don't know that you knew i'm crying or what but i just couldn't asked it. You sat with silent watching over me and you friend came and sat next to you. When i think i'm okay, i turned my head to both of you. lol can't believe that two hot guys sitting infront of me,looking all sexy with their spectacles looking at me.Automatically, i brought the book that i held to cover my face because i think my cheeks started turning red and i slowly stand up and ran away :3 lol too much to handle ~ Because school will ended in two days, i grabbed my chance to slapped your ass like we used to do. Without any hesistation, I slapped your ass real hard and ran as quickly as possible. I can believe you knew it was me and walking to my direction. You followed me from behind and i tried to act like normal as possible but then when walked on stairs,you managed to grabbed my ass with a big smirked showing on your face lol =, =' and turned around but no one notice what you did to me :O you little perv

 The last day of school, things between us just odd because i don't see your face :') i thought that the end of high school with you ,just like that.I can hear you talking with your friends at the back and suddenly you walked separately at them eventhough you guys supposed to go at the same road. You walked behind me silently as i still talking with my friend.As i bid goodbye to my friend,you took your chance and grabbed my ass in front of my class with no shame~,~ while you said '' for the last time at the end of school ''. lol so that's our last memories. no goodbye, no hug ? lol what to expect, since we're not living at the western country but hell im lucky for him being my bestfriend for all these times.p/s i still love him :') thats just sad


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