So,clearly I purposely write about this BESTFRIEND topic because I don't want people end up being like me.Well,you might think that I'm pathetic or just can't get over him,but honestly FRIENDZONE sucks .I have been keeping this for a long time,so finally I will be able to spit it out.
What is bestfriend with a guy for me? He is different from the rest of guy.Not to mention,I treated him better than my girlfriends.For those who being shy or uncomfortably being closer to guy,being his bestfriend make you think from different perspective.He can either be your girl-friend and guy-friend.I don't intend to make fun of him but he can be what you need.When you having trouble with some crap,he would listening to your story.And if you do anything wrong with other people,he would give you some advice.Some harsh advice,he doesn't like you being a bitch.I can do anything with him like what's the rest of couple have shared with each other.Well,both of us enjoy hitting each other ass.For common things,I can bring him to my world and he's too.That will make both of us not bored with each other because we can talk about love life,girls and boys,problems and a lot of things.Well,our friendship started 6 years ago,so I come to my senses that he changed,not in a bad way.Without I even realizing,he doesn't act like a spoiled brat.Everytime we fight,he will remains calm and trying to make things better.But when he started acting crazy,he will show me some inappropriate adult pictures.Dammit~
What make me in a friendzone? We've been friends too long but it seems like my feelings won't reach him.I don't know whether he quietly rejected me or ignore my feelings.I love this friendship,it's what everyone wish for.I don't wish for a relationship because it can't break our friendship but I just want he to acknowledge it.No matter how hard I like him,he still chooses the other way eventhough his last relationship don't turn up good.He was broken,frustrated and miserable, and I was there helping him through those obtacles so that he will show his pretty smile. Things like sacrifice is important to me since he is a special guy in my heart -continued