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OMG,when I was reading my old posts it so fucking funny.you might not get it but I'm started with this cutie blog from when I was 14.it doesn't look great as I'm just a beginner that time,but I hope I improve rapidly from time to time.I also learned that I'm beginning to be older as time goes by.But,that won't stop me from deleting some posts that doesn't make any sense and it looks like I'm embarrassed myself.I really did a lot regarding this blog,my teenage life seems to depend on writing everything to this blog.let me share something,I once have a blog for my pre-teen life but it doesn't last longer.I was a naughty and arrogant girl back then,maybe that's what people thinks of.I'm being good friends with a lot of boys from my class and also the next class which what some slutty girls jealous of me.Well,I thought they were just bad but I was wrong.they also had a blog and ended up humiliating me on media social.Back then,I was just 12.of course,I'm still bad with my style,I had a curly hair and also using braces.They said I was such a whore who basically seduced their friend's boyfriend.They didn't even gave me a chance to tell the truth and it turns that it became a war.That's how my old blog died. It's not because I'm feeling guilty but I just didn't want things get worst. What a sad teen life.

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