let me tell you guys a stories . which i suddenly think of someone , he's my first guy bestfriend . He is cute , open minded , cheerful ,awesome and also a caring person. I never thought i forget him for this times because of trying to win my crush heart . i left my bestfriend . I'm so regret and i know i made a big mistake for chasing my crush and leave my friend behind .
His name is Andy . Yet , i never met him before but i dont give a shit about how he looks or how's his attitude . What importance for me is he was incredibly kind and he always solved my problems with my crush . :( He called me when he missed me , he text me wherever I am . I think my new guy bestfriend really opposite to Andy's . He always there for me even though he had a problems with his self . He dare to thought me Chinese at first but I'm not taking serious of his teaching and finally no more Chinese lessons . He know everything about my life , my old crush , my problems at school , how people bullying me and cheer me up when I'm down .
I dont know what keep our distance far enough that makes me forget about him . Yet , due to while I'm at my village when he suddenly told me everything about his feeling towards me . It's not that I rejected him but seemly that he still in a relationship even though his relationship what hanging for a while . I like him but I dont love him anymore . Yes , I ever loved his once but I let him go cause I'm not a bitch who eventually ruining other people relationship .Maybe he was ashamed on me or frustrated that we acted awkward .
I'm sorry dear friend , from the bottom of my heart if i ever insult ur big heart and ignored you . I hope things will be back to where it is and our friendship will last longer . :)