Someone ? help me .. Im in a terrible situation . He still can't forgive me . I guess . He seems far away from me now . Oh god , please help me out .. I really miss his smile and the way he called my name , ' bella ' . eventhough it seems weird to me. .. but at the end , i used to heard hecalled me like that before . Hrm . . Maybe I'm too emosional . I should try to relax and keep my mind straight . The truth is .. Im starting liking him . but Im not sure enough . Huhhhhh ~ Tired . I will never stop from trying to makes him forgive me . . Im sorry that I hurt you ... I know it not enough for how much I hurt you . But still , forgive me .