Yesterday morning , I had an uneasy feeling . It kinda bother me because my heart beats faster than usual . I try to calm and relax myself . I bet this is the second times I feeling like this . For the first , it was when he suddenly in a relationship with my own cousin . I hate this kind of feeling . It makes me miserable . So , that evening I was online and saw he online too . Well , I'm a girl right ? So , it kinda feel weird if a girl started a conversation a boy . It taken time for him to chatting for me but at the end , he chat with me . He told me ,'' Hey , I'm sorry because I had make you mad yesterday .. by the way , your cousin told me that he still love me . '' So , this is all about . I can't believe that this situation repeated again . Why ? This make me scary that I will lose him later . Now , I am really regret that I never my cousin that I'm madly in love with a boy named , Jae . Then , I ask him whether he still love my cousin but he's not . Thanks god , but poor my cousin . I know it isn't the right things to do to her since she my relative but I just wanna helped him out . Sorry , im sorry .
Hey everyone ! this is Yook Sungjae . Don't know him ? He is member for Btob group . I really like Sungjae for some reasons . It not that I too obsessed with Korean people . He really looks like this . My crush . :) I get it when you all don't believe me . I'm just telling the truth . His hair really looks very same . Just his face different from Sungjae . HAHA . Sometimes , when I missed him a lot . I will looking at phone , searching for Sungjae pictures . It really helps me a lot . Even , I can't loving you anymore . I really grateful that I ever be your truly friend . The only girl that you trusted . Thanks for really making me happy even I know I never be the one that in your heart . :')